emptyness

right after i graduate ceremony on 22 may(on 26 february exacly, i graduate). fell nothing more i could do as usually apointment or go to campus.
i realized this time to get thought this life with new phase, phase job.
just nor ready to take test tomorrow, its smart tbk, an downline company of simas.
just same as paul anyway, the different just he is on banking.

just get some info from my uncle, than i must try to brave to apply to conoco philips one of oil company cause can get reference from my bro. just cant make it happen cause i hadn't take TOEFL test.
any way that different between itb and ugm graduate, mast of them more brave than we are.

take this one:

As I watch you move
Across the moonlit room
There's so much tenderness in your loving
Tomorrow I must leave
The dawn knows no reprieve
God, give me strength when I am leaving

So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday

Tonight I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness


As we move to embrace
Tears run down your face
I whisper words of love so softly
I can't believe this pain
It's driving me insane
Without your touch, life will be lonely

Morning has come another day
I must pack my bags and say goodbye, goodbye

kotoba

I've been defeated and brought down. Dropped to my knees when hope ran out. The time has come to change my ways.

I'll never long for what might have been. Regret won't waste my life again. I won't look back I'll fight to remain.

On this day, I see clearly. Everything has come to life. A bitter place and a broken dream, And we'll leave it all behind.

On this day, It's so real to me. Everything has come to life, Another chance to chase a dream and to feel alive.

On this day, I see clearly. Everything has come to life, A bitter place and a broken dream. We'll leave it all behind.

Fear will kill me. All I could be. Lift these sorrows. Let me breathe.

Could you set me free?